Personal 2009 retrospective

After 2008, which was the year I was a football star on TV, 2009 was the year that I had 4 jobs. Switching between them is definitely what set the pace for the year, and what I fretted about the most (including the move to the States for the current job).

Some lessons learned

  1. Working only 3 days a week is very nice if you can afford, but it requires that you can entertain yourself, because your friends don’t live to the same rhythm.
  2. In work, I needed a new frame of reference. Up until now, Funcom has been my measuring stick for every new job, and I compared processes and people to that wherever else I went. My new job is a step up in terms of quality, and makes for a new, better baseline.
  3. I still like games, but I get tired of formulaic ones. Essen 2008 marked the beginning of this: I was recognizing that a lot of games simply re-hash popular mechanisms and theme them differently. The same is true in video games. My love for the quirky different game in video games extends to the board game now as well.
  4. My unstable life makes it hard to have nice things. For the n-th time now, I am living in an apartment that I do not so much decorate, but just put furniture into. One of these years, I’m going to have to settle for good, and then I’m going to get this right. For now though, my computer is on a folding table and there are cables over the carpet.
  5. Following the news can be a bummer. Still I can’t live without, and I’m happy that fefe has been making it so much fun to keep up with the goings-on in the world. It’s so much more satisfying to pretend that there’s a conspiracy at work than to think everyone’s really stupid.

Best of 2009

  1. Best Movies of 2009: My favorite movies this year were District 9, Avatar, and Let The Right One In. If you missed any of them, go watch them
    especially the last one. I also enjoyed the new Star Trek movie a lot. My favorite movies that weren’t filmed in 2009, and to which I was just late to the party: 12 Angry Men, Princess Mononoke and Primer. 2009 has been the year that I finally discovered Studio Ghibli, and it luckily coincided with a desire to learn Japanese (which has been difficult, to say the least).
  2. Best Games of 2009: This is a tough one. Despite having lots of time, I played very few games. Rock Band: Beatles, although I only played it once and only did the singing parts, nevertheless takes the trophy for best-remembered game experience of the year. I can’t remember having that much fun with anything else. I also liked the craft and restraint shown in Torchlight, and was very excited about playing the new Monkey Island episodes. There were no MMOs that interested me. I hope this changes when Star Trek comes out. I wish I could say there were indie games that excited me. There were a few good ideas, but nothing that stands out like Passage did in 2008. Instead, the game I played the most ended up being Okami, also a few years old, but very pretty and a perfect game for a Sunday hangover.
  3. Best Books: La den rette komme in, Kafka on the shore, Halting state. My one resolution for 2010 is that I want to read more. Thankfully, my new friends are avid readers and like to push their books on others, just like me. My plan is to make space for reading by doing less aimless browsing on the internet, trading a good behavior for a bad one.

Not so awesome in 2009

  1. My health could be better. I had issues with my teeth, my wrists are getting better but I’ll probably never race again. I mostly stopped playing football, but did some climbing again which was good. I feel several years older than in previous years.
  2. Despite having lots of time, I did not work a lot on hobby projects. It’s hard to say why: Sometimes it feels as if the motivation is just gone, or alternatively the inspiration for them is lacking. Also, I love fiddling with low-level stuff and that is not conducive to making something that you can show off.

Happy New Year everyone. I hope yours was good, too. Mine wasn’t the best one ever, but it was pretty eventful and the good definitely outweighs the bad. I feel like I’m getting out of a funk, and 2010 will be pretty cool if I just grab it by the horns. See you there!

Das waren noch Zeiten!

Ich freue mich shcon darauf, an Weihnachten einen Zug durch halb Deutschland nehmen zu müssen, so mit knappen Anschlüssen und überfüllten Gängen im ICE. Das ist alle Jahre wieder eine wunderbare Einstimmung auf die Feiertage.

Coding Horror explains the AO Launch

Jeff Atwood has written a good piece about why you should ship your product, even if you are not pleased. This is very much the story of Anarchy Online.

When we shipped the game in June 2001, it was at least half a year behind schedule, and it was still a miserable launch that made history for just how bad it was. But, and this is the point of Jeff’s blog posting, what we had been working on in those final 6 months turned out to be not what the real problems were. And the 6 months after the launch were the most productive, goal-oriented work I’ve ever experienced. Because we knew what the customers expected us to work on. And we could point at the prodcut that was live, and tell anyone who was championing another new feature that there were more important things to be done. Before the launch, that was not easy at all.

So I agree with Jeff (and have for some time) that it’s important to stick to your deadlines and ship. Get the customers involved. And don’t talk to me about beta. Beta is all fluffy bunnies.

In the end, even shipping a broken product did not hurt us – the game is still alive today, 9 years after the proposed shipping date. Sure, we gave the early customers free playtime and lots of hugs, but they gave us something more important: reall-life feedback, honest criticism, dedication and a constant sense of urgency.

That, and a few 80-hour work-weeks.

The Weather in California

It rained last night, for the first time since I got here. This is an improvement on the weather so far, as the air is much fresher, and it’s nice for biking.

Mark Twain never complained about the summers in California, and I don’t know what they are like either, but I know that autumn is not for me. Temperatures fluctuate between 19ºC in the day and 3ºC in the night; how do you dress for that? I wear several layers in the morning, then sweat during the day, and freeze as soon as the sun goes down. Just give me some snow, please!

Watching the webcam at Frognerseteren makes me a little bit homesick every time.

Notes from last weekend’s farewell party

  • Any party with the intent of getting rid of your alcohol will have the opposite result.
  • Not everyone has facebook, but it’s events are still useful.
  • At the end, there’s always someone who leaves and you think “Oh no, we hardly talked at all tonight”.
  • Having a good collection of hearted songs on thesixtyone makes music selection a non-problem.
  • At this time of the year, warm food = good.
  • If you want to make an apple pie from scratch, you must first invent the universe. Or let Oprah help you.
  • You don’t have to buy chips. Everyone else will bring way too many.
  • Instead, focus on making some good food.
  • Make food you’ve made before. This is not the time to try out that polenta recipe.
  • OTOH, making apple pie, even for the first time, is a winner.
  • I’m going to miss my friends.